All In Me

Sunday, February 1, 2009 ♥

The RC girls went out again today with Izzat and Dinie. We headed down to East Coast to picnic and ride bicycle. Haha.. It was fun.. Everybody was kinda excited and tired (coz of yesterday’s training which kill us all).

Pictures were taken (I think.. Haha.. Ppl who has pics pls dnt forget to send me aites) and we also played games (board games, UNO winx cards, Chess, Murderer and Truth or Dare). The best game played was UNO.. Hahaa.. It was totally never ending (rite Fatin?? Hehee). It took us very very long to finish the game especially when there are only 2 players left (me & Fatin). Funny funny..

The last game we played was Truth or Dare. Like what was promised, everything that has been said there will stay there. I trust all of us to keep everything a secret and never bring it to our future. But I also do trust some of us will get affected by what has said. I know I am...

All the best to Rena and Dinie.. All the best to Izzat.. Fatin, Fiza and Shida?? Well, I guess you girls are fine.. Me?? Hmm… I am so confuse right now.. So lost, so hurt.. Hurt partly of the things mention, but more of the mistakes I did. I know I shouldn’t have done that.. I know I shouldn’t have fall for that.. I know I’ll get hurt..

Still, stupid me… And now I am hurt of my own doings.. Arrgghhhh… This is so frustrating… Holding on to the past makes my heart ache. Reaching to the presence isn’t any better. Haizz.. What am I suppose to do right now?

I hate Truth or Dare… Why does it have to make me realize a lot of things?? Why?? What’s left for me?? Urrghhh… I gotta find work soon.. Gonna fill up my time with work and training (:

I gotta get a grip of myself back.. I just feel like crying.. Tears of confusion… Hope my stalker will shoo off soon...

ps. Guys…I really hope this won’t be our last outing together… It was so much fun hanging out with you guys <3

Hasta La Vista

listened to the sweet sound @ 12:48 AM