All In Me

Friday, April 24, 2009 ♥

Wednesday was a good day for me. NO SCHOOL!!! Hahaha (: Went out to Seletar reservoir in the morning to clear out my mind. Then outing to Chinese Garden with brother Adi was AWESOME!!! I bought Chewy Juniors then we met at Jurong East after he finishes school. We chilled out and talked about our lives. There were some emotional sessions. Yeah I mean it… TOTAL EMO!!! And that was the first time I see my brother so low. Poor him ): But so yeah, I guess right now my problems are solved. Thanks to him, Rena and Fatin. I couldn’t be bothered anymore. Just letting go of everything (:

Anyway, I just hope everything will go well for my brother. Good luck aites and please cheer up. I know everything will be fine for you. Look forward into the future!! You know I know… Hahas!! Be ensuring that I’ll be here if you need me. For whatever reason and whenever! So long my brother, see ya again next time. It was fun going out with you <3

Sleep my way through the afternoon yesterday till this morning. SUPER TIRED SIAAA… Today was SUPERBLY I don’t know what to comment!! HAHAHA.. The facilitator make us memories the whole presentation. SIAN SIAA!! We need to know everything in our finger tips coz she will choose the slide for us to present. It is good actually so that we truly understand the problem statement. Also, she dismisses us early for breaks and classes. GOOD RITE?? Haha.. More time for lunch, more time to do our work and faster school ends. Weeeeeeee.... Gonna have Maven meeting soon then off to training!! *In a process of thinking if I should join pumpfest*

Hasta La Vista

listened to the sweet sound @ 3:27 PM

Wednesday, April 22, 2009 ♥

Not long ago, it was just the start of the beginning and now it’s the end. It kills me inside to know that it isn’t right coz all I wanted was to be alright. The time we spent together was truly a special one, and there I sat, at the same place, the same time, the same surrounding. The only difference was there weren’t you beside me. The jokes and the laughter that fills the silent breeze, the smell of your perfume that lingered around me, the touch of you...

It just happen again, the exact same thing.. I trusted you when you said it’ll be fine. I believe you when you said it is going to be different from the past. But now, it is repeating again. It’s all the same, just another time and place, just another chapter. Every single wound in my heart. Every single hurt that I felt. It is just layering on the one that hasn’t healed yet. Must I go through it again?

I somehow felt this was coming, but I denied that it’ll come true. I don’t want to lose you but I guess that is too late. Maybe this isn’t the right timing. Maybe I held on to u too hard. Maybe it was just too fast. Maybe...

I wasn’t prepared. It didn’t even occur to me that this will happen. This wasn’t my plan. This wasn’t the path that I chose. Maybe that day, when you asked me the question that will change everything.. Maybe I should’ve said NO..

Then maybe all this wouldn’t happen. I wouldn’t have to kill myself slowly. I wouldn’t have to digest the pain.

Hasta La Vista

listened to the sweet sound @ 2:18 AM

Monday, April 13, 2009 ♥

LIFE HAS BEEN FANTASTIC…Erm, I guess.. Hahaha (: I have not been updating (WTH Zee, everyone can see that -.-“). A lot has happen, a lot has changed, some remains the same but the most importantly, I ENJOY LIFE & my holiday!!

Project on the yakult bottle with SHF is now over! Yay.. No need to go Bishan everyday and see the yakult bottles anymore and yay to no more glue sniffing… Hahaha.. I didn’t exactly sniff the glue, the stench is just too strong. Thanks to everyone who have helped in making our BIG HEART a success. Even to those who only help a little coz every sweat counts! Hahaha.. LAME!! (We did the work in air-con sia..where got sweat???)

Hmm.. What else did I do this holiday?? *thinking in process* Oh yar.. DISNEY ON ICE!!! The 5 days of working in the indoor stadium was great! I was place under the novelty section where all the toys are. Weee… Free show + popcorn anytime I want + free time during the show (OTOT) = totally cool job EVER!!! I pretty much did nothing and still got paid. Cool shit!!

It was fantastic watching the skaters performing and making super cool friends. I am so lucky to have a super cool dad too. Thanks to him and his friend, I got this super cool job. Unfortunately it only lasted for five days ): Anyway, the in-charge told me that she is going to call me again for the next Disney On Ice. Dad said it would be in October or November. I am super excited for it.. Hahaha… Anyone interested??? xP

The usual training and competition has been going on. Gravical and Boulderactive has past. Now looking forward to Pumpfest and Rockmaster. Some of the climbers have gone to KL and Krabi for more extreme climbing. Take care guys and have a safe trip. See ya when school starts <3

I went to NAFA yesterday with a friend to watch my couz perform in a malay drama, Qalbu. It was nice and kinda funny. The ending was super touching and I almost cried (ALMOST only uh..haha) After the show, we went to watch Mall Cop at Bugis Film Garde. (:

Holiday is ending soon then school starts. I wasn’t looking forward about it but it still comes ): Anw, just wishing that this is the start of a new chapter in a new story of a brand new story book.

Hasta La Vista

listened to the sweet sound @ 12:14 PM