Wednesday, January 28, 2009 ♥
22 Jan 09 (Cam Whoring)
RP Rock Climbing Girls (Rena, Shida, Fiza, Fatin, Hannis, Iffah & Me) and Izzat went out to Vivo and Marina Barrage where we cam whore the whole day and celebrated Hannis’s birthday (:
23 Jan 09 (Last Day Of School)
I really don’t feel as if school has ended. I woke up early on Monday and Tuesday despite not setting my alarm clock. And I was like..haizz..no more school laa.. Hahaha.. I had great fun this semester. Thanks a lot W26K for the times we shared. I think we should meet up some day and play Pepsi Cola again xP
FAMILY OF W26K: Akhil (BEST FRIEND), Benny, Caliph, Daryl, Gary, Hafiz, Nicholas, Syazni, Syukri, Wei Liang, Wei Kang, Yong Heng, Aini, Eva, Jiang Hui, Liang Yu, Pei Xin, Phyllis, Vanessa, Wanie, Yi Xin, Zahra (did I miss out anyone??)
Caliph, Hafiz, Syukri and me went Vivo after school to spend our last time together. We chatted about our life experiences (love story).. Haha.. But I had to go off early (sort of curfew la guys and also coz I haf been reaching home late the whole week). I met up with Izzat (he just finish work) at Harbourfront MRT (:
24 Jan 09 (Out With Climb Asia People)
Izzat called me in the afternoon and ask me out on a date?? Haha.. I wish.. *Slap Slap*.. No la.. Anyhow only.. But he did called me and asked me out with other Climb Asia people.. There is Khaliq, Hairul, Irwan and Firos. I went to Climb Asia to meet them at around 6.30pm then Hairul drove us in his car to… Guess where?? VIVO!!!!!! Haha..
I think the security will confirm recognize me.. Haha.. We ate and went window shopping.. Wakakaka
25 Jan 09 (Work & Family Gathering)
Blah, Blah, Blah.. Work is super boring! There is new staff there.. Kinda okae.. Anyway people, I AM LOOKING FOR A JOB.. So, if there is anyone who can offer me one.. Please do so.. Teehees (: After work, my family headed down to my aunt’s house. All of them were from Sembawang Park actually, pity I can’t go.. Haha..
ps. I have a stalker tailing me… Can someone help me shoo him??? Pls.....
Hasta La Vista
listened to the sweet sound @ 1:37 AM
Friday, January 23, 2009 ♥
The outing was damn FUN I tell ya… I can write essays about it but I am going to keep everything short coz some people have been complaining I wrote too long (rite hafiz?? Haha). And so I pity my readers.. I’ll let the pictures do the talking xP
>Credit to Hafiz for fixing my pics (:ps. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR HANNIS <3
Hasta La Vista
listened to the sweet sound @ 11:58 AM
Wednesday, January 21, 2009 ♥
I WAS TAGGED BY Siti Noorul Hudah
This should passed on and not passed back.
Pass this survey to 8 girls you know.
You can not say “anyone is able to this survey” or similar like that.
Those who were chosen to do this survey, you must play along and not back out.
If you received this survey more than 8 timesmeans you are someone on the outgoing popular links.
REMEMBER: NO SABO-ING!
Who passed you this survey?
~Siti Noorul Hudah aka My Kecoh-ing Partner
What is your relationship to her?
~Like I said she is my Kecoh-ing Partner
How do u befriend with her?
~By Kecoh-ing together la (:
And how do u find her?
~Very Kecoh-rable.. Teehees xP
1- What is your real name?
~Nur Haziqah Bte Rosli
2- Which one do you prefer to be call?
~Haziqah, ZeeQah, Zee
3- Are u currently wearing something green?
~Surprisingly NO..
4- Do u eat raw salmon?
~Eaten before..it tasted so RAW..
5- Are u married?
~No.. Im too involved with myself to marry.. Haha
6- Are u attached or no? If yes what’s his name and how do u met?
~Nope..
7- If you are attached, would you mind if your boy got kissed by someone?
~Truthfully, I don’t mind. Let everyone kiss him and let him kiss everyone. I’ll listen to the reasons. But beware of the consequences. I won’t hesitate to kiss him goodbye <3
8- Do u love answering back?
~Shockingly, yes I do love answering back, especially when I am angry. But it depends on what situation I am in. Sometimes I answer back out loud but mostly in my heart (:
9- What is your favourite colour? Name three.
~Green, Purple, Black..
10- Why do u like the 2nd colour of your earlier answer?
~I don’t know.. It attracts me..
11- Do u think u are someone known to public?
~I don’t want to be known to public. Not fun. I love to lay low (:
12- Have u had sex with anyone before?
~I am STILL A VIRGIN which equals to NOOOOOO..
13- Do u like to be hated?
~Not really.. I don’t like having enemies..
14- Do u think this survey is stupid? If yes, why? If no, why?
~Nope. If this survey is stupid then the one who create this survey is also stupid and the one who fill up this survey is also stupid and the one who pass this survey on is also stupid. I also don’t believe that there are unintelligent people in the world. Everyone is intelligent in their own ways..
15- What is your fav lingerie shops? Name two.
~Erm…I can’t pick anything coz I don’t buy from all the shops. Therefore, I can’t compare..
16- Do u prefer to wear G-string or normal undies?
~Normal..
17- What is your favourite watch brand?
~Baby-G..
18- Have u own all the above mentioned watches yet?
~Like duh!!..NOOOOO.. Do you know how expensive it is (the original one, tt is)?? I can own all Baby-G watch from pasar malam or bugis la i guess.. Haha
19- What is your current addiction favourite song?
~Nobody, I Hate This Part, What Hurts The Most..
20- Name your favourite blog website besides than your site (list their name down).
~No favourite..
21- Do u think by blogging can make u famous?
~Yup.. Nothing is impossible..
22- Do u support Rima Melati Adams or Ida Nerina? Please choose only one.
~Rima Melati Adams… I don’t know who is Ida Nerina..
23- Do u think Taufik Batisah or Hady Mirza has the nicest voice? Chose only one.
~Taufik Batisah..
24- Are u planning to adopt a child like Angelina Jolie does?
~Never thought of that.. I’ll have to discuss this with my parents and husband and his parents first..
25- Do u think you are pretty/handsome?
~I am more of cute.. But can be pretty at times, depends on how I want it to be..
26- Do u rate yourself as caring or understanding?
~Both.. But I can also be the most uncaring and most not understanding person ever.. Don’t piss me that is..
27- What is your occupation now?
~Daughter, Sister, Student, Sales Assistant, Climber.. But I am still looking for a job..
28- Where do u usually shop for your clothes?
~I don’t usually shop for clothes.. That’s my mummy and cousin’s job (:
29- Do u prefer dresses or t-shirt and shorts?
~Depends on my mood and where I am going to be..
30- If you were given a miracle to change something in yourself,
what would it be? List four.
~to have no fear of spilling out things (keeping things in me is making my life difficult)
~to be a good daughter
~to be an obedient person
~to take control of my life
If you wish to know what your friend’s secret is, pass this on to at least 8 girls.
Let them know if they got choosen for this survey!
~Must I know their secrets this way?? Can they like just tell me their own secrets?? I don’t like to do this kind of things.. I prefer them telling me on their own will rather then me asking it out from them..
Hasta La Vista
listened to the sweet sound @ 4:02 PM
Monday, January 19, 2009 ♥
Finally Climb.Max ’09 is over. Yeah!!! Everything was a blast from the start till the end. There was some unforeseen circumstances here and there but everything was fixed and in action. Congrats to MR CUTE GUY in winning the ___ placing for the ___ Men’s category (Some info are kept confidential, if not ltr ppl will cfm know who he is). Hees… I told you, you can do it. xP
My life also has been in the adrenaline rush. Some has noticed that I am being very happy lately and ASKED ME WHY… Haizz.. You people uh.. When I am sad, ask why… When I am happy also ask why… Well, here are my answers...
I realize that I have been leading my life the wrong way. I kept feeling frustrated of not getting myself to be myself. It is as if there was something distracting me. I thought it was all the sadness that I have to go through. But actually, it was me all along. I’ve forgotten who I am and what I believe in. Since that day, I don’t feel angry anymore. There wasn’t any hollowness in me and no more of the pain. I knew I was alright. I am pulling myself together and being strong. And I conquered myself...
Slowly, all the illness and the pain that I was going through fade away. I stopped vomiting and got my appetite back. SERIOUSLY GOT MY APPETITE BACK!! I am as healthy as I was before. I am also starting my physical training to keep me fit and back in shape. And I conquered my illness and more of myself...
The best thing is, my mind don’t ponder on him anymore. My heart was immune to the pain. My tears stopped spilling. Which in all means I AM SOOOO OVER HIM… I can’t believe I did it. I though, the hurting won’t stop and im going to dread not having him. I thought my heart will break every night. But, nah.. We had a small conversation after school on Thursday. We cleared things out. I hope after this our relationship as a friend gets better. None of us want to hurt each other, I am sure of that. And I conquered him...
I didn’t attend school on Friday. Not because I want to skip class or whatever, I had an appointment to go to. Mum and dad ask for leave that day so that they can send me to TTSH. Once again, it was a total waste of time and money. Firstly, must wait so long for my number to be called. Then, about 5 minutes later, everything was over. Haizz.. Its either I was being so dumb that day or the doctor got something wrong. I don’t understand the slang of the doctor. So I was like “huh?” the whole time. And I totally don’t know what to say to him. The only thing I said that day was “I fell on my butt from about 2-3m height and I fractured my spine”. The doctor looked at the X-Ray of my spine then asks me to bend forward and backwards. Then he makes another appointment for me in a month time. Bullshit.. I should have shut up then all this wouldn’t happen. And I conquered my injured back (which I think I already did long time ago, it’s just my stupid mouth that I got to go through all this)...
On Saturday, it was the finals for Climb.Max ’09. I was busy being the route judge the whole day. Mind you, it is from morning (first category) around 10.00am to night (last category) 10.00pm. So it is like 12 hours of watching the climbers climb the ALC wall (if short never mind, so high up..my neck pain u noe). It was fun and totally exhausting. When the competition was ending, I realize that it was the 17th that day. Haha.. I so totally made the day with great accomplishments without him in my mind. I was chatting with Fiza about it and Izzat (who was eavesdropping) was trying to understand what was I kecoh-ing about. Too bad uh, I can’t tell you la Izzat.. Haha.. And I conquered my stress...
Also, the most best-est best thing ever, I “spent” my whole 17/01/09 with MR CUTE GUY. What’s not to be SOO HAPPIE about?? Teehees xP
There are still more issues that I have to conquer before I fix all the pieces in the puzzle. Till I do that, I am going to strive for success and keep on smiling (:
ps. I WANT MY PICS LA IZZAT!!!!!!
Hasta La Vista
listened to the sweet sound @ 9:23 AM
Wednesday, January 14, 2009 ♥
I found this in one of my friend blog and was interested to kinda know more about me. After reading about it, I was laughing out to myself. Do I really possess all this? Haha…funny funny… But the best part is, it makes me think, it makes me realize what I have been doing to my life… To myself… How I have been coping with everything and how I had thought of myself. I deserve better. I believe that. Maybe it is time… Time to move on…to let go…to smile and really mean it…to start my resolution… So people, the new ME is here!! Better watch your way… (:
Hasta La Vista
listened to the sweet sound @ 12:25 PM
Monday, January 12, 2009 ♥
Today is the 12th January and for nobody cares it is already been a month of living life without him. Keeping myself strong is the most hardest thing but it was the most important thing I have to do. Life has to go on, with or without him, but the feeling and the emotions were the worst thing I ever went through. And that was just part of it. Friends everywhere helped and advice me a lot but still it is easier said than done and you know it. I can’t forget him… I still look up to him in a way… I am still expecting him to be there… I do still love him… And I want things to be normal again, like the way things were before all this happens… Before we get together… Why can’t we just be that normal friend again? Why must there be this barrier between us?
Anyway, this goes to you who have been treating me in a “special” way. You know who you are!! The one thing I hate a lot about you is that you always judge him. Seriously, you don’t need to judge him and keep telling me that I don’t deserve this. Maybe that is true… Maybe I don’t deserve this but please stop repeating everything again and again.
Also the worst part is, you had the courage to try and get me. You are seriously getting into my nerves!!! You want straight forward, I give you straight forward. GET OUT OF MY LIFE AND STAY FAR!!!! I DON’T NEED YOU HERE IF YOU ARE GOING TO ACT LIKE THIS… I don’t care what you felt for me for what I know I don’t need it right now. You know this hurts me a lot and you still dare to ask me out on a date. That’s fine… I know I have to let go of this sooner or later but get this in mind… WE ARE JUST FRIENDS SO STOP ACTING LIKE IM URS!!! I feel uncomfortable with your extra care. I treat you as a friend only so please stop that childish act.
WE ARE JUST FRIENDS ONLY!!! And what’s up with you just now? It is very stupid of you to be angry about small unnecessary things… Give me the reasons again why can’t I say a person is cute? I seriously don’t get you. Why does it even matter to you? Saying a person is cute does not mean that you are interested in that person. That person is cute… You can’t deny facts right? And this is my right… There is no law against me about this… It didn’t state that I can’t say a person is cute… Wait… Don’t tell me you are jealous? You are so unreasonable...
Hasta La Vista
listened to the sweet sound @ 11:43 PM
Sunday, January 11, 2009 ♥
Yesterday's competition was kinda okae. Everything was very very hectic and out of place. But in the end, everything was fine and done. Phew… 1 more day to go and Climb.Max ’09 is over!! In the morning around 7.15am, Fatin called me and I was half asleep, I think… blah, blah, blah… Then in the toilet bathing, I was thinking to myself if Fatin really called me or was that my dream. Hahaha
I was running here and there that day. Doing the registration for novice and intermediate category, then being the route judge for intermediate male category, then was at the registration for the open category, then the route judge for open male category. So I was running to and fro from the 1st story of the MPH (coz registration counter is there) to the ALC (coz the intermediate male and open male is climbing there) that day. Very very tiring and not to mention fun also… (:
Being the route judge is not an easy task especially for this year coz it was top rope competition. We not only need to judge them following the judging criteria (which is a little confusing coz got the + and – thingy), we also need to see if the climbers used the not-suppose-to-use-thing on the walls coz we need to disqualify them. I prefer being the route judge for the bouldering competition but it was a good experience for me.
Also, HE IS CUTE!!! laa sei… Hahaha… To people who know who I am referring to, please keep it to yourself and for people who don’t, well… Too bad (“,)… Teehees (:
Today started out boring. I need to wake up early to fetch my brother from tuition class. He finishes at 12.30pm but mum ask me to go out early coz this the first time I am fetching him and scared if I lost my way. *diao* I reached that place around 45 mins early. Haizz… Then the day got better. The whole family went to Northpoint to buy chocolates and buy my brother a new specs also get my lens change. Then we had our lunch at KFC. There was a lot of laughter but I don’t feel like telling them. I am so pissed off right now.
I am regretting telling my parents I wanted to get an X-Ray. I should have stayed with my stand and shut up about it. Now I feel like calling TTSH and cancel my appointment. I have gone through 2 months with my fractured spine, I can go on longer. What’s the point of going to the check-up anyway. It is not as if the doctors can do anything. It is just a waste of money and time. AAARRGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
Hasta La Vista
listened to the sweet sound @ 9:08 PM
Saturday, January 10, 2009 ♥
>Doing my work as the route judge (:
To everyone that has been expecting me, I am so sorry for MIA-ing lately. Hehe… I very the busy la people!!! (: I am the route judge, isolation helper and the registration helper for this year’s Climb.Max ’09. I play a very big role okae!! (“,) That is why I have to commit myself to Rock Climbing for awhile and put the others aside. I have been leaving class at 3.31pm since Tuesday to prepare and run the event. The competition on Wednesday and Thursday was fabulous. Climb.Republic has done a very good job to make sure everything was smooth. (: GREAT WORK CLIMBERS!!! ALLEZ!! Tomorrow (which is actually today, 10 Jan, Sat) is the big event and I have to make sure I am not sick. I can’t afford to be sick. I am needed everywhere, therefore, I have packed my medicine and water bottle in my back pack.
Need to be at the registration counter, then the ALC, then the registration counter again… I so am very the sleepy right now… Haha (: Will update more soon… Gotta sleep *yawn*
Hasta La Vista
listened to the sweet sound @ 12:33 AM
Monday, January 5, 2009 ♥
I am so tired right now. The day was just horribly wrong. I am still not me, I got no mood, my headache worsens every minute then the vomiting took place. Seriously wrong timing to get sick!!! I wonder why I didn’t get sick during the holidays. Why must it be when school reopens? How did I get sick in the first place? Doctors say it is just a little virus in my stomach and I just need little good bacteria to cure. My medicine is finishing but I don’t see any difference or any sign of getting well, it is more of worsen!!! Maybe it is the stress that I am going through right now. Every part of my life is flopping upside down and I don’t know how to make it better ):
I am really so weak. Funny thing is I did nothing in class today, so where did all my energy go? Why is the migraine getting worse? Why the vomiting? And why my back is hurting? I did my best to lighten my backpack today so I won’t be carrying heavy load to school. The check up day is getting nearer and my heart is pounding hard. I don’t want any bad news and I am afraid that my sickness will somehow affect or stress my back. I don’t want operation ):
I am really hoping the rest of the week will get better. There is only another 14 more days of school.. Cheer up Zee... Everything will be fine… I know it will… It has to... ):
Crying out with all my heart for everything to be better ):
Hasta La Vista
listened to the sweet sound @ 3:16 PM
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Why do I get a feeling that 2009 will be no difference then 2008? Haizz.. I still can’t get a reception to my head right now. I’ve tried my very best but it still doesn’t work. I still am not myself!!! I can’t get me to be me and think like me and act like me. There is still this hollow blankness in my head and I don’t know what that is for. This pissed me a lot laaa… Irritating as can be and I don’t know what to do right now. Can someone slap me? Or pull me back to the past where I haven’t been born yet?
This is the beginning of the year and there are a lot of hopes and wishes lingering in the air, people making resolutions, asking for forgiveness and forgiving others. Well, that is a great way to start I guess, doing something that will make you carry on with the life that you create. Me? hmm.. I don’t know… There is nothing to forgive about coz I always forgive and forget on the spot, I think. I don’t think anyone needs to apologize to me (: but I guess I need to apologize to a lot of people. I don’t specifically remember my mistakes but you can my point. I don’t intend to hurt or scold anyone, I don’t even understand myself sometimes. So people out there, PLS FORGIVE ME IF I DID ANY WRONGDOINGS TOWARDS YOU..IM SORRY ):
My resolutions? Haha.. TO BE A BETTER PERSON and TO KEEP ON SMILING WHATEVER THE SITUATION IS (: but I don’t think I’ll start now. There is still a lot to figure out...
Things I need for the New Year:
~ Speeding bus
~ Chain saw
~ Tool shed
~ Wire
Hasta La Vista
listened to the sweet sound @ 10:22 AM
