Friday, November 27, 2009 ♥
It has been long since I updated. Been so busy with the ups and downs of life! And once again, I feel lost.. Lost in my own universe, lost in my own soul..
Ytd was the release of PSLE results and Sharul score 217 for his PSLE. Good job bro! Can’t believe he got better results than me. Hmph! I hope he will continue giving this kinds of results and get better in his O level.. He may enter Yishun Secondary School, coz it is near.. HAHAHA!! Anw, he is eligible for a 3rd language. I don’t know if he is going to take it or not but I hope he did. (:
Haidah gave good results too for her End of Year exams but she can do better. She got band 2 for all subjects and she gets the chance of taking Higher Mother Tongue. And this scares me a lot. I know that by the rate I am going and my misbehaving, I won’t get good results this semester. That is not what I am aiming for. I gotta start going to school.. gotta stop being lazy.. gotta keep Nizam away fm behaving. I know it’s a very LAME reason to blame Nizam for this coz he did nothing wrong. I was the one who always get distracted. I keep having thoughts that I am not able to handle everything together.
But no matter what, I am not going to end this relationship. Nizam has always been there for me. He may be some kind of bad influence and has hurt me from time to time. I still love him so dearly I am not able to let him go. I don’t want to let him go! I don’t want this relationship to stop. I don’t want to lose him..
Hasta La Vista...
listened to the sweet sound @ 9:53 PM