Wednesday, February 18, 2009 ♥
The past few days have been ironically great. I realized that this holiday, I have been going out more often compared to my entire life. Hahaha.. Leave home every single day and making my home like some hotel. Haizz..
Friday the 13th was some bad day (as expected). I took off from work to boost my confidence for the mini competition the next day. I reached school at 7am (buang terbiat) to go jogging and do some physical training then met up with my semester 1 friend, Hila, and go breakfast at Mc together. The one thing I remember us talking about was cute guys and stalker. Hahahaha (:
I meet Syafiq and we when to school to “climb”. Yeah.. CLIMB?!?!?!? Stupid OSG who booked the whole wall then use part of it only. If not because of them I would have climb already. Waste my time only. So we hang out at the rugby field and waited for the rest of Climb.Republic and SPRC to come. They plan out a friendly soccer match at 3pm.
I was a little scared to wait for the SPRC actually. THANKS TO MR STALKER!!! But I went brave the whole time. It’s my school anyway, why should I be scared? Also I have a lot of protector, RP climbers and SP climbers. As I foresees, the stalker did come and stalk me. Very rudely, he asks me to go one side coz he needed to talk to me. I ignored him at first but he irritates me a lot after that, so I gave in. Coz I got enough of him and wanted to stop everything.
He was one hardcore stalker I must say. Very very very hard to shoo him away. I did my best to stand up and fight but he is still there. Still being my tail. I was very harsh on him right Syafiq?? Or do I need to be more aggressive? *Sigh*
Mini comp at SP was okae la.. Haha.. Thanks SP climbers for the competition <3 Climb.Republic went sheesha-ing after the comp. Hahaha (: I was quiet the whole time. Mostly coz I am already so tired and couldn’t be bothered to be hyper. I am also so sleepy. But overall that reasons, at the back of my mind was the competition and how bad my performance was. I wasn’t satisfied one bit. From being the best climber to the worst. I cried in the train otw home. I didn’t realize it until my tears rolled down. Mum and sis asked me what happen but I said nothing. They just wouldn’t understand, especially my mum. I guess. Gravical is near and I still haven’t had the time to train. );
Hasta La Vista
listened to the sweet sound @ 6:41 PM
Thursday, February 12, 2009 ♥
So what’s up with me nowadays??? Haha.. I’ve been super duper busy!!!I went out with Noorul on the 8th Jan to Boon Keng, Hougang, Sengkang & Queensway. Yeah, our outing!!! And that wasn’t the plan at all.. Kuang Kuang Kuang.. We went Boon Keng for training. Reporting there at 11.00am sharp was very difficult. At the MRT station, we were so quiet. Haha.. So unlike us.. But what to do?? We were soo soo TIRED and SLEEPY and HUNGRY!!! The irritating part was the 30mins training… Yeah.. 30 MINS TRAINING!!!! I WENT SO FAR TO BOON KENG EARLY IN THE MORNING FOR A 30 MINS TRAINING!!! Best or what??
Then Noorul and I was like so blank coz we don’t know where to go after that. Haha… So we decided to go Hougang coz we never go there before.. Okae2, it’s a lie if I say I NEVER went there before. I live there when I was a kid. But after moving to Yishun, I don’t go there anymore. And I miss that place. As usual, CAM WHORE laaa!!!We went shopping for dress and skirts surprisingly. Haha.. Me and Noorul?? Dress and skirts?? Since when sei… Hahaha… I bought a dress also. Noorul planning to buy the one we saw at erm (forgot the place)… Hahaha.. But it was a very nice dress. And someone look soo hot in it laaaa… Hantu Gigi confirm fall 1000 steps down man.. WakakakaI reach home quite late that day. Then parents brought my siblings and I out to BILAL to have our late dinner. Mum was so hungry I guess. The food was damn nice. Nicer then the first time we went there. After eating, mum suddenly got the urge to eat ice cream. Hahah.. What happen to her??? Tsk tsk tsk… So we went McDonald <3
I spent my whole day at Thomson Plaza the next day. Haha.. Don’t ask why.. CONFIDENTIAL!!! And I start work on Monday. Don’t ask about work also.. No mood to talk. Hehe.
Aites then, I gotta go sleep. I am working half day tomorrow then need to go Tan Tock Seng for an appointment. *Cross Finger* I hope the doctor say I can climb again. Hahaha.. Competition is this Saturday at SP.
Hasta La Vista
listened to the sweet sound @ 12:37 AM
Friday, February 6, 2009 ♥
Climb.Republic had our first ever picnic today (in school)!!! Woohoo… Haha... WE TOTALLY MUST GO OUT MORE OFTEN LA… It was Beatrix’s (coach) idea to have a picnic. It wasn’t the best picnic ever but it was definitely the funniest one.Coach was a little late today due to some technical difficulties (teehees…I hope the car is okae). The plan for today was to have physical training at 2pm for 90 mins, then have our picnic. We could do some bouldering after the picnic.But… I reached school at 3pm and saw them still climbing the wall and coach nowhere to be found. Training was tough and aching but I manage to complete lots of routes. (: I made a lot of improvements. Good job Zee… At this rate, you should be able to become one of the best again… *Hopes running high*Picnic was fun. There were lots and lots of food. Lots of sausages, mash potato, fried rice, oreo... Also, lots of stories shared, from making cheesecakes and tiramisu to aeroplane and porn. Captain Planet!!! Haha.. SUPER FUNNY!!!!!After our picnic, everyone was actually getting tired and lazy to climb again but we still did climb. Haha... What do you expect?? Climbing is an addiction and the most fun sport to do. (:Not to forget, all this fun has its bad side too… I have lots of scratches on my hands and legs. Blister under my toes and at my heels. -.-“ SUPER PAINFUL… Also, the skin on one of my finger peeled off. That is due to my movement on the tiles I hold. OUCH!! I am so wearing plaster now. Don’t want any water to touch the opening...Hasta La Vista
listened to the sweet sound @ 11:55 PM
Monday, February 2, 2009 ♥
I went for interview today with a friend. Suppose, I should go to the interview at Boon Keng with Noorul but I went to Ayer Raja instead. Hahaha.. I was very hype up already to go at Boon Keng actually then that minah call me and say it is cancelled. I hope I get the job. I really need to save up now. This is the only time I can save laa..After the interview, I headed down to school for more training. There were lots of improvements compared to my last training. Today, I wasn’t that tired and wasn’t that tough even though I tried lots and lots of routes. Which I only manage to complete 1.. ONE DAMN ROUTE!!! Aidil gave me 2 routes, I tried both and was stuck on the 2nd last tile. OMG!!! If not I will complete 3 routes..That’s how I suck at climbing now. Even Aidil agrees on it. Usually I am able to complete his routes or flash it, but now.. Haizz.. I really really need to work harder. Be more determine. Trust that I can do it. Fatin said its okae coz I have not been doing training for 3 months already. That is true but I feel it is all just reasons… I don’t care about anything else… I know I am going to be a strong climber (:It’s not what you want, It’s what you get – Muhammad Syukri
(Something like that..If I get it wrong, pls correct me Syuk!!)I believe what he said is true but there is a second part to it...It’s not what you want, It’s what you get
And using what you get, To achieve what you want
Yeah… Think about it.. What is the purpose of goals and aims if you don’t go for it right?? Life has its ups and downs. Things don't always go our way. But we must not go without a fight to get what we want. This is challenges in life. And these fights that you go through determine the person you really are. So are you up for the challenge?Hasta La Vista
listened to the sweet sound @ 11:54 PM
Sunday, February 1, 2009 ♥
The RC girls went out again today with Izzat and Dinie. We headed down to East Coast to picnic and ride bicycle. Haha.. It was fun.. Everybody was kinda excited and tired (coz of yesterday’s training which kill us all).Pictures were taken (I think.. Haha.. Ppl who has pics pls dnt forget to send me aites) and we also played games (board games, UNO winx cards, Chess, Murderer and Truth or Dare). The best game played was UNO.. Hahaa.. It was totally never ending (rite Fatin?? Hehee). It took us very very long to finish the game especially when there are only 2 players left (me & Fatin). Funny funny..The last game we played was Truth or Dare. Like what was promised, everything that has been said there will stay there. I trust all of us to keep everything a secret and never bring it to our future. But I also do trust some of us will get affected by what has said. I know I am...All the best to Rena and Dinie.. All the best to Izzat.. Fatin, Fiza and Shida?? Well, I guess you girls are fine.. Me?? Hmm… I am so confuse right now.. So lost, so hurt.. Hurt partly of the things mention, but more of the mistakes I did. I know I shouldn’t have done that.. I know I shouldn’t have fall for that.. I know I’ll get hurt..Still, stupid me… And now I am hurt of my own doings.. Arrgghhhh… This is so frustrating… Holding on to the past makes my heart ache. Reaching to the presence isn’t any better. Haizz.. What am I suppose to do right now?I hate Truth or Dare… Why does it have to make me realize a lot of things?? Why?? What’s left for me?? Urrghhh… I gotta find work soon.. Gonna fill up my time with work and training (:I gotta get a grip of myself back.. I just feel like crying.. Tears of confusion… Hope my stalker will shoo off soon...ps. Guys…I really hope this won’t be our last outing together… It was so much fun hanging out with you guys <3Hasta La Vista
listened to the sweet sound @ 12:48 AM
