Thursday, March 12, 2009 ♥
Today’s update will be a little special coz it is dedicated to Adi Soffian Bin Bakhtiar Effendi. Hahaha… Who is he?? HE IS NOT MY NEW BF OKAE!!! He is my new god-brother <3Need an intro?? Haha..~ SP Climber~ Live in a 2-storey house (RICH RIGHT??? haha)~ Likes to call me Kutet (dnt noe why la)~ Caring & thoughtful person~ Will always be there for you~ Man with words and advices~ Always, I repeat, ALWAYSSS MENDAK!! (hehe)~ COOL SHIT!!!and I like to play with his cap.. kekeeI don’t know what else to say la.. Hahaha.. Oh yeah, HE IS ATTACHED so ladies please back off. Wakaka… We started off as friends then started chatting about my stalker. Hahaha… So he then became my protector and for I don’t know how and what reason he then became my big brother. It is fun having him around. He’ll be there cheering me up and making me laugh till my stomach hurts. Being nuts in front of him is super easy for me. Hahaha.. Lucky he can get used to my hyperness (or so I thought). Hahaa..Enough about him and now back to MY life!! Hehe.. No heart feelings okae bro (: Some may know that I am feeling low this few days and did try to comfort me. Thanks for the advices everyone. My problem right now?? I don’t have the inner trust anymore. I don’t believe that I can do it any longer. I am half way to giving up climbing and my life. Yeah, even my life.. I am so tired of fighting for my rights and what I believe is true. Haizz..Today’s training is fun yet hard. I realize that I love to do sit-up and push-up. I don’t know why.. Hahaha… The feeling of doing it and after accomplish doing about 200 of each is satisfaction I tell you. I went off training a little earlier today but still reach bugis late -.- Pity my brother as he has to wait about 30 mins for me. We went to eat at LJS then bought my younger brother his birthday present at BHG, $39.95 Zoids!!Erm, something weird happen to my brother today. He was super engrossed with the water fountain at the shopping centre (wanted to write more but im laughing like hell rite now). Have anyone of you tasted Chewy Juniors before?? It is super nice right??? But this brother of mine says that it is like a donut and cookie tak menjadi -.-!!!! Like what the heck!!! It is a cream puff!!! NOT A DONUT AND NOT A COOKIE!!! AND IT IS SUPER NICE LAAAAA….. hahahaHasta La Vista
listened to the sweet sound @ 1:08 AM
Sunday, March 8, 2009 ♥
I’ve been tied up with Gravical at SMU this few days. I went there on Friday to support our climbers in novice man and woman. Congrats to Fatin, Zulaikha, Fiza, Syahmi and Shabirin for making it to the finals. GOOD LUCKS AITES (:The competition is kinda average I suppose, nothing special. I like the artistic painting on the wall the most. Hahaha.. I compete in intermediate woman’s category on Saturday. This is the first time for me to compete in an outside competition and under INTERMEDIATE category.. It was a good experience for me. The results weren’t that disappointing actually coz I somehow foresee where I stand. Hahaha.. I know myself and I know where my position is.It was a last minute decision to enter the competition. I kinda beg and plead my mum to allow me to enter the night before, but she still refuses. She said she’ll tell me the next day. So I woke her up the early next morning for her answer. I felt bad but it’s not really my fault, isolation closes at 9am. She allowed but wasn’t in an encouraging tone. More like the whatever-whatever tone.I don’t feel like entering anymore and thought about it again and again in the train. Nevertheless, I still compete with the mindset of just getting the experience and for the sake of trying out the wall. Hahaha.. Coz it looks cool!!! And I know deep down my mum still don't allow me to climb.Anyway, congrats to Zayd for making it to the finals. I left a little early coz my family wanted to go to IKEA and my couz birthday party. I was shag already by that time and my spine was getting tired. Reached home at around 3am. I was 100% gone already still shag and aching.Today...It was just disappointing.. I plan to go SMU to support our finalist but had to cancel it for something that didn’t happen. Mum wants me to follow her to somewhere. I thought of just going SMU for awhile then come back and accompany her coz she said it is around 2+. When she was confirming her reservations, she told me that it was around 12+ and ask me not got go SMU. I agreed but later she told me it was cancelled, then said that I can go SMU if I want to. How frustrating can it be?I was so pissed, I don’t even feel like going anywhere for the day. I wouldn’t even make it for novice woman if I were to go then. So what’s the point? I got no mood...And now, thinking of Boulderactive + my mum + I don’t have the trust in myself anymore, it just makes me wanna quit climbing. I am tired of fighting with my mum about climbing. I am sick of trying to prove to them and myself that I can still do it. I am going crazy with the words of others that I just need more time to settle everything down. I don't have the heart to do it anymore.Hasta La Vista
listened to the sweet sound @ 11:47 AM
Monday, March 2, 2009 ♥
March is a very tiring and pokai month liao.. Hahaa..Birthday here, birthday there, birthday everywhere!! HAPPIE B’DAE TO NUR HAIDAH (10 years old), MUHD HAZIM SYAWAL (13 years old) & SITI NOORUL HUDAH (19 years old)..Went out the whole day yesterday to celebrate my sis b’dae. First, my whole family went to Fish & Co at SSC. Then went home and cut the b’dae cake and also to give her presents. At 4.30pm, me and my siblings met up with our couz and go shopping together. Hahaha...First up we follow the wind to Bugis. Couz told b’dae girl and boy that they are allowed to ask for anything they want with the budget of $50.. Cool right??? I hope they will do the same thing for my b’dae.. Haha.. $100 can?? I’ll ask for t-shirts, bag, laptop case, maybe new shoe and giant teddy bear.. Hahaha.. Zee no shame siaaa.. xPThen we went to Arab Street to eat. Poor children feeling so hungry!! Wakaka.. Actually after eating, we plan to go home but the ‘brothers’ wanted to go to airport. Hmmm.. TO FIND THEIR CHICKS!!! I don’t blame them. Hahaha.. But both were quite unlucky. We went to budget terminal first and found out that the girl has board the plane. Awww.. Try again aites couzzie.. Don’t lose hope and please don’t be afraid to ask her out. Listen to our advices man!!!!After going there, we headed to Changi Airport Terminal 3. Once again, no sight of her. Poor couzz.. If one of them only nevermind, skali both of them cannot get to see their girls.. Haiyoo… Seriously, don’t lose hope!!! Girls tend to go missing when you need them the most.. Wakakaka… I think so laaa...So that was how we celebrated my lil sis and my couz birthday. At the end of the day, my sister has bought a doll, cap, water bottle, digital watch and food. Haha.. My couz bought a digital watch, food and a football.Two more weeks to go and another b’dae outing will be in place. Haha.. This time it’s my brother and maybe my couz.. If he wanna tag along<3March Birthday Babies!!02 March- Nur Haidah, Siti Noorul Hudah05 March- Muhd Adli11 March- Lynn15 March- Sharul Hazman16 March- Muhd Hanan18 March- Sibo19 March- ShauraveSo who else is a March babies?? Update me yeah!!Hasta La Vista
listened to the sweet sound @ 1:21 PM
