Monday, January 5, 2009 ♥
Why do I get a feeling that 2009 will be no difference then 2008? Haizz.. I still can’t get a reception to my head right now. I’ve tried my very best but it still doesn’t work. I still am not myself!!! I can’t get me to be me and think like me and act like me. There is still this hollow blankness in my head and I don’t know what that is for. This pissed me a lot laaa… Irritating as can be and I don’t know what to do right now. Can someone slap me? Or pull me back to the past where I haven’t been born yet?This is the beginning of the year and there are a lot of hopes and wishes lingering in the air, people making resolutions, asking for forgiveness and forgiving others. Well, that is a great way to start I guess, doing something that will make you carry on with the life that you create. Me? hmm.. I don’t know… There is nothing to forgive about coz I always forgive and forget on the spot, I think. I don’t think anyone needs to apologize to me (: but I guess I need to apologize to a lot of people. I don’t specifically remember my mistakes but you can my point. I don’t intend to hurt or scold anyone, I don’t even understand myself sometimes. So people out there, PLS FORGIVE ME IF I DID ANY WRONGDOINGS TOWARDS YOU..IM SORRY ):My resolutions? Haha.. TO BE A BETTER PERSON and TO KEEP ON SMILING WHATEVER THE SITUATION IS (: but I don’t think I’ll start now. There is still a lot to figure out...Things I need for the New Year:
~ Speeding bus
~ Chain saw
~ Tool shed
~ Wire
Hasta La Vista
listened to the sweet sound @ 10:22 AM