Specially for you~

When I woke up, the feeling that I once thought was gone came back. The hurt… The lost… The wants… It took me down just like that, bringing back all the memories and everything that goes with it.

Everything was normal, everything was fine. The day was going through its ups and downs. People are running their life here and there. And I was also battling my way through what I call rules and orders. I can’t afford to fight it anymore. No one understands and acknowledge me of going further. I was sitting down watching the world past in front of me. Then there was a hand holding mine hard, giving me assurance. And I felt safe, felt loved. Then there was a peck on my cheek. I smiled and turned to the person, in my heart knowing who that person was and was totally sure it was you. I want that person to be you. But, it wasn’t you… The person was familiar… A person from my past… The sorrow that I felt was unbearable, my hopes were crushed… I denied… I lied… But it is still the same person, still not you...

Does this mean that you are gone forever? Not even there when I need you? Ever?

Now im drowned with others and not you in sight. Im drown with people that I don’t want to be with but you are no longer here to save me. I wish to have the last of you, something that I can take to carry on my life. I need your shoulders and your hugs to cry on.

That’s the dream I dreamt.

ps. Mummy pls don't let me do that.. Pls... I know you meant well when you ask me to give my pain to you, but im not going to do that. Im keeping the pain to myself. It has hurt me alot. Im not going to let you feel it. No!!!


Hasta La Vista

08/08/1991 @ 1505 hrs
Left hander by nature
Friendly & Outgoing
Daydreamer with VERY BIG imagination
Loves to be loved
‘No Pain No Gain’
Holding On Very Strong

♥ Gold & Diamonds..

Climbing for life
Having good friends
Fantastic love & care
Fulfilling the new STORY (:

♥ Hugs & Kisses..

♥ Knots Of Love..

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