Monday, November 24, 2008 ♥
Once I thought you were not important.
I thought not having you was the best thing that can happen.
I’m wrong..Really wrong.
I miss you. I miss you a lot.
You were there when I was sick.You were there when I was in pain.
You are always there for me, rain and shine.
You are right. I am very ungrateful.
For everything that you have done I took advantage of it.
I didn’t appreciate it.
I didn’t care about it.
I’m really really sorie.
I know this is not enough. This won’t do.
This won’t heal.
After what I’ve done each and everday.
And now you are gone.
Not there anymore.
Gone…
It feels that I am too late.
Too late to change.
Too late to ask for forgiveness.
I’ve done too much and it hurts you.
Love was there, care was there.
Everything is there, it’s just me who didn’t see it.
Didn’t appreciate it.
I am really really sorie..
I want you back.
I want you here.
Pls…
Every night I cry for not getting what I want.
Feeling that you don’t understand me.
Feeling that you don’t care and you don’t love.
Hating you for all that.Wishing you will just give me my life.
But now, I cried to get you back.
Wishing that what I wished didn’t come true.
I am really sorie..
Really really sorie…
Ytd I realize I didn’t cry alone.
My sister cried with me.
It makes me feel worse.
What I did didn’t only affect me, it affects my surrounding as well.
I’m sorie…
Now I really wish that I’ll just disappear.
Since I can’t turn everything around.
Since I can’t go back to the past.
But deep inside, I’m really hoping that is not what you want.
Pls forgive me…pls…Im really sorieHasta La Vista...
listened to the sweet sound @ 1:22 AM