It happens..You can’t deny that..It just happen..

I know it is wrong, I know we are not supposed to do that. But we did it and that is done. You don’t have to go around judging him. You don’t need to hate us. He was protecting me, protecting our rights. What is wrong with that? Like you said, love is NOT blind. Love is beautiful. My love is beautiful. Everything that has happen is beautiful. It will still stay beautiful. I believe that. I am not blind. I know exactly what is happening. I allowed him. I know what he did and I know what he felt. He is smart. He is talented. I believe that. And I know he is not using me, he is not taking advantage of me. He is not playing with me.

You said something just now which made me thinks. All this time, I was in my own way. I was the one who didn’t allow me to stand on my own two feet. I didn’t stand on my own rights. I didn’t stand strong. And for the first time, my alter ego agreed on that. I am sorry if I were to blame you for making me like this. But sometimes, there isn’t really much choice for me.

It was hard for me to say that just now. It took me a lot of courage to say out what I wanted to say. And it is such a relieve. I am really tired of keeping things to myself. It just made my condition worse. I am already depressed enough. I am going to care for myself now. I am going to change for the better. What he did was really impressing but it didn’t amaze me. Maybe what you said is true. Maybe..maybe…

I am going to take another leap..
Another chance to strike..
Another opportunity for us being together..
Another story to start...

I don’t plan for us to part. I don’t plan for us to hate. You made a good impression at first, but you left a bad one in the end. I don’t blame you. We will make this happen again. I am sure of that. I promise you, whatever happens in the future, I WILL STILL CONTINUE TO CARE FOR YOU.

I am going to take another jump, to start anew..
Will you come with me?


Hasta La Vista...

08/08/1991 @ 1505 hrs
Left hander by nature
Friendly & Outgoing
Daydreamer with VERY BIG imagination
Loves to be loved
‘No Pain No Gain’
Holding On Very Strong

♥ Gold & Diamonds..

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