Friday, October 31, 2008 ♥
Noorul, im sowie if I ddnt layan u this few times..got a lot on my mind rite now and im just not in the mood to layan anyone.
Tmr is Climb On.. I really wanna go..really..big time !!!! Damn shit I cnt. And its all bcoz of my back. Why the hell must I injured my back? Why? Why now? Im sowie Syafiq..sowie Syahmi..sowie Iffah..coz of me we cnt be gg as a team tmr. It’s all my fault. And Syahmi, ur rite..we totally haf a high chance of winning. 4 of us are totally the best of the best (as juniors). Im really really sowie.. I screwed up big time. I’ve paid for it, got all over excited abt it..and now..*SIGH*
But not surprisingly, I kinda saw this moment’s long time ago. Actually, fm the start, no one actually approves me in Rock Climbing. None of my family members and im not gg to talk bout my aunts, uncles and couz.. They disapprove it more!! There’s just no blessing.. well, it was fun while it lasted.
Thnx Rena, Fatin, Aidil and Syafiq (also names tt are not mention). Thnx for everytink.. thnx for cheering me up aft the tragedy.. I’ll take care of myself tt’s for sure. Anyway, just dnt miss me too much okae.. im really not into gg back to the sports complex..esp u Aidil…no more challenging routes fm me..*SIGH*..no more disturbing me..*SIGH*..and no more bullying u..*SIGH*..
“Once a climber, always a climber” (im gonna rmbr this for the rest of my life!!!)..i noe im gonna climb again.. I noe I will.. I love it too much to let it go..
Dear Aidil,
Don’t worry so much ok bro. I know u can do it. I BELIEVE IN YOU.. And u should start doing that too. If u really want all those things I suggest u put all that as your target, your motivation to do better. Seriously, I know u can do it. U proves everybody wrong the last time bout your attitude. No one believes that u will change and everybody “hates” u for that. But look at u now.. U changed a lot. And that’s because u really want to change. U can do it again. Believe in yourself and have more determination to improve. U has a whole lot of good friends backing u when u falls. Don’t worry. Just do me a favor, don’t stop climbing? U don’t suck.. U just need assurance that people will be there for u, supporting u, cheering for u. And hell yeah, we all will!!! Those 3 yrs of climb shouldn’t be put to a waste. U learn a lot fm there.. Use it wisely. If u believes that it will not happen then yeah it will not happen. Think positive ok. Money wise, well I can’t say much. Everybody is having this issue from what I know. U’ll be able to go through it. I am sure of that. Cherios =]
The dae suck..yeah..i noe.. well, at least there’s sometink to look forward todae.. MY BABY IS COMING HM !!! yay !!!
Hasta La Vista..
listened to the sweet sound @ 1:51 PM
