Not long ago, it was just the start of the beginning and now it’s the end. It kills me inside to know that it isn’t right coz all I wanted was to be alright. The time we spent together was truly a special one, and there I sat, at the same place, the same time, the same surrounding. The only difference was there weren’t you beside me. The jokes and the laughter that fills the silent breeze, the smell of your perfume that lingered around me, the touch of you...

It just happen again, the exact same thing.. I trusted you when you said it’ll be fine. I believe you when you said it is going to be different from the past. But now, it is repeating again. It’s all the same, just another time and place, just another chapter. Every single wound in my heart. Every single hurt that I felt. It is just layering on the one that hasn’t healed yet. Must I go through it again?

I somehow felt this was coming, but I denied that it’ll come true. I don’t want to lose you but I guess that is too late. Maybe this isn’t the right timing. Maybe I held on to u too hard. Maybe it was just too fast. Maybe...

I wasn’t prepared. It didn’t even occur to me that this will happen. This wasn’t my plan. This wasn’t the path that I chose. Maybe that day, when you asked me the question that will change everything.. Maybe I should’ve said NO..

Then maybe all this wouldn’t happen. I wouldn’t have to kill myself slowly. I wouldn’t have to digest the pain.


Hasta La Vista

08/08/1991 @ 1505 hrs
Left hander by nature
Friendly & Outgoing
Daydreamer with VERY BIG imagination
Loves to be loved
‘No Pain No Gain’
Holding On Very Strong

♥ Gold & Diamonds..

Climbing for life
Having good friends
Fantastic love & care
Fulfilling the new STORY (:

♥ Hugs & Kisses..

♥ Knots Of Love..

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