Monday, January 5, 2009 ♥
I am so tired right now. The day was just horribly wrong. I am still not me, I got no mood, my headache worsens every minute then the vomiting took place. Seriously wrong timing to get sick!!! I wonder why I didn’t get sick during the holidays. Why must it be when school reopens? How did I get sick in the first place? Doctors say it is just a little virus in my stomach and I just need little good bacteria to cure. My medicine is finishing but I don’t see any difference or any sign of getting well, it is more of worsen!!! Maybe it is the stress that I am going through right now. Every part of my life is flopping upside down and I don’t know how to make it better ):I am really so weak. Funny thing is I did nothing in class today, so where did all my energy go? Why is the migraine getting worse? Why the vomiting? And why my back is hurting? I did my best to lighten my backpack today so I won’t be carrying heavy load to school. The check up day is getting nearer and my heart is pounding hard. I don’t want any bad news and I am afraid that my sickness will somehow affect or stress my back. I don’t want operation ):I am really hoping the rest of the week will get better. There is only another 14 more days of school.. Cheer up Zee... Everything will be fine… I know it will… It has to... ):Crying out with all my heart for everything to be better ):Hasta La Vista
listened to the sweet sound @ 3:16 PM